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Okay .... haven't been up-dating my blog for a while now ..... So yeah... don't really know what to blog about .... oh yeah I finally got my cert for my English O levels . Now waiting for the math's one and go take the other subs .

Last Saturday was the first time I played the keyboard for youth as the only keyboardist .... Was really nervous . haha ... I played wrongly a few times and it was very obvious ahah xD . It was a good experience . Can't wait to paly again . And I saw a grand piano some where in sutera . I wanted to go and play it but I had to go for worship prac so yeah didn't go and play it .Oh yeah . My church , SIB Skyline , just turned 8 years old last Sunday . Happy birthday . xD hahaa

It's the second of the year where I have to sign up for my exams ... AHHH!!!! Taking Chem and maybe Bio .... Have to start studying ... Now the only subs left are Physics , Add-Maths , and maybe Accounts , depenging on what I'm going to take this time .

Now I just wanna go star gazing in Timbua again . The night sky there is really breathe taking .... ahhhh........

If God wants me to go , He'll lead me the way and He'll prepare it for me .

Timbua

Went to Timbua on Saturday and came back on Sunday . I think a lot of people and gonna blog about it so I"m gonna blog about what I saw, did, and learned . I learned a lot of things from the people there and how they live their lives. They wake up early in the morning to walk for about an hour or more to go to church , walk 10mins plus to shower at a river , and their only source of energy is a generator. Looking at their lives are and how they live it makes me appreciate what I have . And showering in the river was a fun experience . The night sky was breathe taking , even saw a shooting star . Didn't sleep the whole night . Praised the Lord and prayed for people and teacher people how to do devosion , helpe serve lunnch , ate lunch , help pack things , took pics , left , went to Kundasan , ate chicken wings then went home .

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The sense of being unable to help my friends when their in need of help burns like fire . The pain of hearing them being hurt feels like a stab in the back with a knife that was heated up . If I was the cause of their problems and I didn't know about it till something happens and I found out , it feels like I was thrown into a sea of needles and salt was poured on the wounds and and lemon juice was poured over the wounds again , then being cut by shattered glass and dunked into lime juice , and left in the middle of the desert to be eaten alive by the vultures .... Pure torture ......

Ouch !

Okay this is what happened , I was putting the basket for laundry in the toilet , when I turn and rushed out , I slammed my fore head into the edge of the door. HAHAHA !!! I was laughing at myself and the same time trying to find my way out of the toilet . xD hahaha and now my face is in pain . XD. HAHAHAHA...........

Running away or just trying to be alone?

Lately when I go to youth or church service , I can't concentrate during the service at all..... I don't know why but I just can't concentrate ...... It's like when I sit there , my mind just wanders away.... Then when I go out side and sit , I start thinking about a lot of things ...... So yeah...... If i disappear during sermon or something it's probably to go out and think . Don't get me wrong , it's not that I don't wanna listen to sermon , it's just that I wanna go and think and be alone . So yeah..... And I'm sorry if I made any one mad by disappearing during sermon .

Why do I listen to one song over and over again

OKay the tittle already asked the question that a lot of people ask me . Well I'm the type of people that likes to listen to one song over and over again . If you're wandering why , well here are some of the reasons .

1. I like the song

2. I like sound of the voices in the song

3. I find the song meaningful

4. I like some parts of the song

5. And I find the song interesting

So here are 5 reasons to why I like listening to one song over and over again . And I'll change song if I get tired of the song but that usually takes a long time , days , weeks , and sometimes months . Sp yeah that's about it . So if you see me listening to a song over and over again , don't ask me why I don't change song .And don't me why I dont get bored of the song . That's all for now .